Day #284: Kameelputs, SA: A Million Different Directions

I'm missing Dale. I had a dream about him this afternoon. He was here, in this place! I'm still a little in shock that we work so well, that this is love I speak of. I thank Jesus for clarity.

I am bored and lonely-all a state of mind, of course. I just miss being understood. God gets me. I only have to focus on His everlasting presence in my life. As always, the rest tumbles before me. It doesn't even matter.

I've been here ten months today. I can hardly believe it! I feel like a different woman, yet the same. It's difficult to put into words. I'm going in a million different directions and none of them make much sense at all.

I'm sleepy-long week and those dreams are so damn enticing. Dale calls to me in my dreams. I love that man and the God who brought us together. Perfect.

Oh, made no-bake cookies today. Such a diet no-no. Also did a 30 minute workout and observed a teacher.