Day #281: Kameelputs, SA: Out of Whack, As Always

I think it may be about to storm. I hope so. It's so hot and I don't want to visit that AIDS patient. Just too sleepy. Maybe I'll get my second wind. HA..Doubtful.

Three hours later...
No second wind or AIDS visitation. I just lucked out. Lights are dim tonight. Feels exotic. I wish Dale was here. I miss my baby. He's so good to me/for me. I must stop these mixed signals and contradictory statements. I'm all out of whack. Figure that one out-I'm always out of sorts, which was fine when I flew solo, but is hardly fair to Dale. Something else to work on. I'll add it to my list.

Okay, I must do some kind of workout. My current weight is unacceptable. How horrible!

I love you, Jesus. Help me to remember how you made me, so I must be worth something great. I must empower myself, seeing as how noone else will. Thank you for internal motivators. Help me keep it alive!

P.S. Team taught map skills to third graders with Annie today.