Day #127: Kameelputs,SA: Keeping It Alive

Agnes, the local teenagers who visits often, has a shine to her eyes-I can see it! I hope she always keeps that glow, although I'm fearful she won't. Save the children, God. Look at them-they need you!

This day has been too long. Everything about me is tired: my heart, my mind, my body. I want to talk to the people I love. I hope one of them calls tonight. I need to speak with Dale. He deserves more than I can give right now. I hope all this makes sense one day. I'm counting on it.

I got some cool mail this afternoon. I do feel loved, but it's hard to keep it alive and strong from here. The feeling leaves way too quickly, leaving me even more empty and sad. I'll pull through, I always do. Just have to keep the faith through it out. Easier said than done.